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… GRIEF …


Yo!! Every day and night
I always keep on Dreaming,
Just to hide the damn fact
Which I don’t want to believe in,
I can’t take this anymore
Coz’ those tears are still bleeding,
Since those days won’t be cumin’ back
So It’s Damn f*cking useless for a pleading.

Since I m not a Waving flag
I m not that damn stronger,
Getting tamed by almost everybody
Can’t take it anymore so longer,
So, I Need a break from such Hell sh*ts
As such things won’t get over,
And finding an another place like Heaven
Coz’ it’s the only damn place to Hover.

Those nice days reminds me so much,
Which even comes in your life very hardly,
But soon, The Tables turned out-of-nowhere
Where I’ve lost somebody very badly,
Now It’s late to have remorse & regrets
Coz’ the time has already gone out for a guilty,
Still on a trail to find them out
So much Truly, Madly and Deeply.

So while walking though those sufferings
Still hanging on with a self belief,
That all those Dreams gonna be true someday
Surely get back those senses of relief,
But Damn It !! This won’t hide the f*cking reality
and There’s no way I won’t deceive
Coz’ I’ve lost my dear loved ones in the middle,
and That’s THE BIGGEST GRIEF that I’ve ever received !!

Still having a Dream every time I wake
Though the clock yelling me out that ‘It’s too much late’
Battling from those Nightmares, My life is now in stake
Just making some new roads of my very dear Fate !!

Though these Roads are very tough to move on
Even its surface are very hard,
But there is no way I m gonna give up like a Moron
Not anymore in my own Yard.
Those my loved might have gone to infinite
Dunno how much they are far apart
But still there’s a place for them
& forever they reside in his HOLY HEART !!

The GRIEF Still and Forever Resides Inside The Depths of my HEART

The GRIEF Still and Forever Resides Inside The Depths of my HEART


CWG 2010 : This Time NOT For Delhi


Heyy Wassup people ??  😉
Well It’s time to have some serious talk right now !!

As Y’all know that The National Capital of India : Delhi is going to host 19th COMMONWEALTH GAMES (CWG) in just 10 days ..

But the Question still remains in every Delhites minds “Whether CWG 2010 is going to be host in Delhi properly or not ?”

A Very Big n Important Question.. as Y’all cud see .. Isn’t it ?? 😛

Well , I’ve already mentioned that Delhi is the National Capital of India. Moreover , It is the eighth largest metropolis in the world by population with more than 12.25 million inhabitants in the territory and with nearly 22.2 million residents in the National Capital Region urban area (which also includes Noida, Gurgaon, Greater Noida, Faridabad and Ghaziabad)

Plus, It is also the political and cultural center of our Country.

So therefore, It is a very very important venue for every Indian around the country and also for our foreign guests as well.. 😉

Well.. The Delhi Government and The Indian Olympic Association had took a very big responsibility on themselves by hosting CWG 2010 a here back in 2006. And from since 2006, They together did some good job to brighten this city Like – Reconstructing some old Stadiums like Jawaharlal Nehru Stadium, Talkatora Stadium, Shivaji Stadium etc. and Constructing some new Stadiums Like – SPM Swimming Pool Complex, RK Khanna Tennis Complex, Yamuna Sports Complex etc. etc.which definitely going to be good for the athletes India and around the World !!

Moreover, as according to The Delhi Master Plan in 2002, the Delhi Government did certain deeds to the citizens like Providing Delhi Metro Rail Service and New D.T.C Buses, Upgrading Indira Gandhi International (I.G.I) Airport and other Important places etc. etc. which quite provided a possible sort of comfort and satisfaction to every Delhite especially the common men and women for sure !!

Though, The Delhi Government and The Indian Olympic Association provided such good things to us so far.

But still, there is a lack of Management and Proper Planning in both of the above works. They both delayed in their Works and put their works at the Last Minutes of Given Deadline, which not only the given time is being wasted but also a lot of money spent as Expenditure to complete the Goal. Moreover, It has caused so much problems for a common Delhite due to negligence of Government.

The budget was initially around Rs. 11,000 Crores w which was quite sufficient to develop the city and to organize any Big World Event. But Now, Due to expansions in Deadlines and delay in their works, it has raised to mammoth Price of Rs. 75,000 Crores n would increase within these days for sure !!

Well, I won’t be surprised if it touches Rs. 1,00,000 Crores :X

In the names of Urban Development, The Municipal Corporation of Delhi (MCD)  invoked  SEALING and DEMOLITION in various shops and homes , causing many Delhites jobless and homeless !!  Moreover, many people living in Slum Areas were not properly evacuated to proper places and not given safe accommodation as well.

Though, all the money is being spent for development. Many Construction Plans are late and still going on. Also due to current Heavy Rainy Season, many roads are getting even more blocked causing too much Traffic in these busy city lanes. However, the main areas where the Tourists usually visits are almost developed. Thanks to their Last Minute Work, which generally I must say, Every Indian does, whether it’s a student for Studies or The Government for Project !! 😛

But still there is a lack of security for the upcoming games, as we’ve just witnessed the Jama Masjid Attack and Explosion by the Terrorists last week.

Even though so much money has been money has been spilled like nowhere. But the projects are still not done yet, they are still pending. The reason has already been exposed that the money has been eaten up by many officials and again CORRUPTION has taken birth at this CWG Project as well.

PS : This issue is not new in India .. It always happens.. Don’t get shocked!! 😛

About a Month ago , the Central Vigilance Commission (CVC) released a report showing irregularities in up to 14 CWG projects. As per official reports, in total 129 works in 71 organizations have been inspected. he detailed preliminary findings include

1. Award of work contracts at higher prices
2. Poor Quality Assurance and Management
3. Award of work contracts to ineligible agencies

There are also allegations of wide spread corruption in various aspects of organizing the games including procurement and awarding contracts for constructing the game venues.

Due to so much exposure revealed by the Indian Media, the true reason behind this issue came in the front of the whole nation. Though many convicted officials were suspended for violation, but still the loss has to suffer the common people in Delhi. Coz’ still we’ve demolished buildings, poor roads and lack of basic city amenities.

Now-a-days, we all might have heard this full form of CWG as ‘CORRUPTION WEALTH GAMES’ coz’ the Government made this event like this to happen. 😛

Well , due to lack of arrangement and accommodation, many Team Officials of other country (especially The European Nations) – has criticized for it. They are still on a boycott due to such reasons. Some athletes Like – Christine Ohuruogu, the Olympic 400m champion, and Lisa Dobriskey, a 1500m runner and the Jamaican runners Usain Bolt and Asafa Powell , had already withdraw themselves from the Competition.

In fact, any Indian officials expressed the dismay at the ongoing delays. But still they have stated that they are confident that India will successfully host the games and do so on time. Moreover, The Current Chief Minister of Delhi, Mrs. Sheila Diskhit (and I don’t think she would the CM for next time :P) still making us to see its positive side by quoting, “We Have developed Delhi in a year rather than doing so in 4 years” .

So Do you think this is very funny Quote ? Well, Its’ a lame an very shameful answer to neglect the humiliation and showing an unnecessary proud rather than embrace the reality and ensure that next time they should do in a proper planned way, without wasting Public’s Money.

Extremely Sorry that I’ve Forgotten !! Since this is INDIA, it would happen forever generation by generation   😛 ..

In India, Many Personalities like The former Minister of Youth and Sports Affairs Mr. Mani Shankar Aiyer and former Indian cricket captain and spin bowler Bishan Singh Bedi had strong criticized over this issue. Looking to this, Our So-called Indian Author Mr. Chetan Bhagat has raised a movement to Boycott CWG Games and also he’s urging his readers not to watch them on TV, thereby using the “golden chance” to “put the corrupt and insensitive government to shame. Well Honestly, I’m not a fan of this overrated Writer, But still I agree with him somehow.

As The Times of India reports, all CWG projects were to be completed by May 2009 and the last year should have been kept for trial runs. The newspaper further reports that the first stadium was handed over for trial runs in July 2010 only. That clearly means , that we already should have been prepared around 2 – 3 month ago for the games to be started. But what we’ve seen and got to learn so far .. A PATHETIC UNPREPARED and UNLIVABLE CONDITION OF DELHI.

Well so far, only those areas in Delhi have been developed so far, which are mainly Tourists Spots, the Stadium Location & the Commonwealth Areas. The rest Delhi are still under-construction. Well, During those CWG fortnights, these so-called developed areas would be The Delhi for visitors as the rest part would not been shown by them . 😛 Even though the places nearby important venue where being developed just at the last minute, But still its prone to poor construction and damage & even in a risk to collapse just what we witnessed when this Tuesday when a foot bridge under construction for the Commonwealth Games near the Jawaharlal Nehru Stadium collapsed which injured at least 23 people, mainly workers, highlighting fears of poor workmanship.

Well obviously, the Delhites won’t be satisfied with such happenings going in Delhi so far !! Coz’  their money in form of Taxes are being wasted n spilled by the Government like nothing . Plus, they have not given the comfort that sense of comfort and satisfaction.  Only we could do just face the humiliation we are going to face within few days.

Still, somewhere I feel, the Youth especially the DU Students has been lured and deviated somehow by the government, by assigning and hiring them as Volunteers for CWG.  Moreover, They are attracting them by launching The Official CWG Theme Song called “Swaagatam Swaagatam” by A.R. Rahman, paying him around Rs- 5 Crores. , Though Palaash Sen has already been hired for that and he did it for Free of costs !!

Don’t you think A.R. Rahman should have done it for free costs?  Damn Sure, It ought to be YES !!

In my opinion, there’s no point of taking money for that especially when you’re doing something for the country. There’s no point in making money like that  ; )

Just take at look at the calendar Folks, Hardly 10 days Left.  It’s time for the Countdown to face the biggest humiliation at CWG 2010. As fast as the Day is coming nearby, Tensions are raising more and more in every Delhites’ mind. So therefore, Let’s us see people what happens next !! 😛


\m/ .. STORY OF A RAPPER .. \m/


Since I’ve told ya .. that I’m fond of RAPPING as well !!
So therefore , this tym I’m publishing a rap at here

and Its called, “ THE STORY OF THE RAPPER ”

yo yo

well..without wastin’ NE tym….
For some time, Can I have your attention…
Lemme..Start a story of a boy..
who lives on his way of regulations..!!

I won’t say tht…
he’s smart , charming n’ adorable..
n’ even abv. N’ beyond all above of You !!
naa naa…he’s just a simple guy…
having sum aims n’ aspirations…
heyy !! That’s a common fact….not new !!

yaa yaa…
u’ve almost guessing..
who the hell is he ??
as Iven’t claimed yet tht….
I m talking abt. me….

NEwez…
He’s th guy..
Livin’ in ths modern era..
Thinks abt. 4 brthrhood n’ democracy .
And Like Y’all as well ..
He’s also typical fan of various things…
Which drives him too much crazy ^_^ \m/

Luvs ..rock n’ roll , action , VDO games ,
Cricket , cartoons , WWE , X-games…
N’ a lot more…need 2 tellyaa ..
as I’ve missed awl of’em 2 say,
But I am gonna leave this shitty list ..
Coz’ It’s too long yo..
U wud get pissed..by th way !! ;P ;P

He ain’t deviated 2 fame..
Doesn’t walk on the roads of perfecTn..
He tries 2 create his own destiny of ImproviZaTn..
n’ just hOpe n’ Xpects 4m othrs…
jusT a sense of appreciation !!

Moreover….He does many things like an artist ..
Mimicry , Graffiti , Rapping n’ other kewl skills…
If sum1 gvs him th opportunity..
He wud definitely make you a better way to feel   😉
Morever.. if You’ll give him
sum damn cans of ‘Mountain Dew’…
He definitely gnna show …
The tuffest S.O.B ..”Stone Cold’s” mimicry 2 u !! ;P ;P haahaa ;P

Well..in th field of extreme talents…
He’s now just a rookie..
Gotta learn sumthin’ more,
Ya infact .. did it all for the nookie…
Will bang again with his skills..
with a powerful massive roar…!! \m/ !!

with all such gud things…
n’ all such amazing talent + art …
beneath there’s an ugly truth…
he also has a sad part…!!
though his luv’d 1s un4tunately …
had left him toooo apart….
But he knws…
tht they r always in his heart..!!

Well…this is his life..
where he is alive..
this is the fortune…
n’ he dn’t regrets,
As he is the guy…
Who won’t gve up so easily…
N’ wud try to seize all those things…
with ’Hustle Loyalty Respect ’ !!

 

yo yo yo


Hello BLOGGERS !! Wazzup ??


… This is ASHISH BARDHAN a.k.a SPIKEY
Doing B.Tech in IT from Netaji Subhas Institute of Technology
Fond of Rock Genre , Action Movies , Programming , Mimicry , WWE , Counter – Strike , X-Games , Cartoons , Rapping , Graffiti etc. etc.
P.S. : It’s a very very long list … You would get bored initially .. 😛
After so much pukin’ ma minds over other in ORKUT n FACEBOOK xP
Finally , I’ve got some time for Blogging around here as well \m/ 😉
Well , Few friends of mine recommended to do so ..
So without wasting any time , I’m have given a small intro of mine
Y’all get to know more about me .. on my upcoming posts
Keep Reading ma Blogs .. Post Comments .. n make it a nice Discussion !!  ^_^